Please be informed that if you have really understood the spiritual significance of the existence than you would have left hoping anything positive or negative. Loosing hope is different from leaving hope. A person looses hope when things to not go according to him, but when a person leaves hoping it means that now no one or nothing can make him sad or happy, the person has achieved happy state that is his nature by default.

http://philosia.in/2021/07/18/you-need-to-just-factory-reset-yourself/